sorry
yesterday, 20 November 2006 can be labelled as the most woeful day for me in this year…for me,i lost three friends in a days..
18 November 2006 was my 18th birthday. my friends, me & her went to 1U to watch movie..such a wonderful day. quite glad as she was willing to come out to have a day with me especially during my big day. maybe u won’t read this, anyway really want to thank u for giving me a memorable day..
i thought happy things will carry on…unexpectable, yesterday because of my immaturity, i angry with her n another 2 friends. I was so angry as i felt im being boycotted..i noe that it is difficult for her to forgive me.even if she forgives me, she will view me in another way..im even worse than before in her eye after all..i hope to make amends by doing something but in fact is this work？？
always remind myself that "alr 18, be mature la…dun always angry because of small matter..u are no more a child…be a grown man pls.."
girl, sorry. i din fulfill wat i had promised u..but pls believe me, i am always improve myself n keep on reminding myself. i know u are watching at me during the process..u noe im working hard for that, right?
after all, still, i am here..are you?
November 21st, 2006 at 7:37 am
hey , good fren. i really forget ur birthday. sorry! be mature? i think is difficult, but if we be back ourself. that will be more easy, don think to change urslef pls. we will change slowly slowly when we not attention on that. u still my good fren even we are live in differ world. so let us add oil to our future, and i should say sorry to u cos last time my thinking really too negetif and childish. i wont let myself fall into that deep hole again. i hope u too. ok? wish u have a nice day brother.
November 22nd, 2006 at 8:12 pm
don’t take too long to say I LOVE YOU to the ones you love, cause time has a habit of slipping away.
成长是必须付出代价的,可能是牺牲朋友甚至家人.很多时候我们没有得选择,但是请学习面对人生的低潮.Live for the moment,别把自己装得太满,留一点空白,放下一些负担和压力,退一步,慢一点,静一静,听听自己真正想要的是什么,才往前走…我们应该敢于快乐做自己.
December 10th, 2006 at 1:04 am
ganbatte, not 2 b who the ’she’ want u 2 b but 2 b a better human 4 u & only 4 urself. i believe ur tat ‘frens’ is not tat ’siu hei’. & without a tree, there’s still a forest out there. y confine urself? it wont b fun. life is full of joy, so cheer up.