Json’s…

Finally i lost…i stood under the sun, seeing others holding the honour. i could accept that & i have to…

My mind were blank..Yet, there are people that i would never forget to thank..

thank you hooiping, my partner for helping me throughout (or Ｉ　help her?) thanks for staying back in school　for more than 6 hours jz to c the marching practice.thanks for coming back on satur to decorate the banner..also,thx for ur effort put in in finding the skirt..thank you too for never quarrel with me n for being tolerate n cooperate with me. thank you very much for the effort ｔａｔ　u put in for our house..

thank you seet, my helpful friend. thanks for being in school for 12 hours a day just to make sure the small kids were doing their parts. thanks for accompanying me to makro to buy this buy that, run here run there just to buy the suitable drinks for them. thank you for reminding me everytimes when i was lost n blur..thanks,once more.

thank you Ganisan, a new friend. thanks for teaching the kids the real way to march.thanks for ur patience in teaching them though they were sometimes not tat well-behaved n naughty. thanks for stil wiling to stand up to talk to them after becoming frustated. u are a good guy, really. thx for encouraging me all the times n still able to analyse the reasons after losing..thanks.i respect u n u deserve it.

thank you my marching team. escially the 3 gals (sorry, duno ur names). thanks for ur perseverance, thanks for ur strong mental strengh, still able to march n teach though get hurt. u make me feel proud. thanks for ur tears. u cried, cz u do care them. i understand n i appreciate it. thanks..u did ur job brilliantly. also, other kids. all of u is good. eventhough sometimes u all really made me damn angry n disappointed, but still,i have to thank u for doing well today. again…Kuning boleh~!! lolz. (1st prize for the marching group, all of u deserve it cz u all are the best.)

Thank you seokfong, a strong gal. "I must beat them in the next game!" the most powerful sound i ever heard. because of u, we gained points. i holded ur hands n i know tat u really love our house, thanks..

Thanks my family..my aunt, my sis. thanks for supporting me all the times n the ‘bump bump’ u made for me. quite touched when u2 danced in front of me. thx..u did something that others wont do n i really love it.

Thank you every athletes that took part in the games. no matter u won or lose, thats not the most important as i noe all of u ｈａｖｅ　tried ur best n the spirit u were possessing was fantastic!

Thankｓ to the house members that came during Sukan Tara. no matter u got points or not, thanks for ur sweat. Thanks the fatty indian gal for laughing at me evertimes. thank you too for still laughing at me after losing…i hate that, but u grew me up.

Thank you shyan n bee swat, the naughty gals. u made me at least have fun when i felt tension. Thank you chingtheng, soonsiong, zuxiang n shuwen for coming back to practise n remind me to be strong. Thank you yunyan for cheering me up when i was down n thanks for the mineral water u gave me when i really needed it..Thank you wailoon for coming back to practise in the early morning ｃｚ i noe tat u like to sleep at that time..thanks ya. thank you Siva, "U are great!" a simple sentance, but i like it.  Thank you lio, for showing off ur purple house’s result. u make me more desperate to win the games.Thank you yontin (duno why).Thank you Pn.Ha n Pn.Lo for ur morale support n ur drinks..Thanks all the yellow house supporters, n all other houses’ supporters eventhough u all never support us.

Finally, thank you Mdm Jenny..you did everything for us.really really thanks…besides, wanna say sorry to u..i noe that u are going to retired next year, wanna get a champion for u as the best present．but, sorry, i failed..

I missed a champion but i gained something which are more valuble than that after all..THANK＿ＹＯＵ！！

曲 : 側田(On Your Mark)/雷頌德 詞 : 林夕 編/監 : 雷頌德 

我 我沒有害過人 只想失戀也有名份 
我 太樂意獻一吻 為甚麼這溫柔會犯禁 
若你我可抱著睡 連命也甘心短幾歲 
誰能及我 將性命也豁出去 
若與你好有罪 全是律例不對 
我要追 離棄世界亦要追

* 寧願天去收我 也替你受重傷 
金剛跟美女戀上 也是個傳奇狂想 
縱是遺憾收場 都必需跟你 明刀明槍 
子彈不怕上 一級級上塔尖欣賞 
欣賞你憂傷 *

就算你早有別人 無礙我爭取夢中人 
扶搖直上 高到共你能擁吻 
　 別說到太高深 能自願便相襯 
　 夠決心 越中箭我越勇敢
Repeat *

不屑 不信 不怕 打擊更令我堅強 
　 這縱是妄想 能得到你給舉世景仰 

我有我夢與想 多高攀也敢攀上 
　 這份愛傳奇無雙 縱是遺憾收場 
　 都必需跟你 明刀明槍 
　 子彈不怕上 一級級上塔尖欣賞 
　 苦命人 相擁俯看 世上風霜

yesterday, 20 November 2006 can be labelled as the most woeful day for me in this year…for me,i lost three friends in a days..

18 November 2006 was my 18th birthday. my friends, me & her went to 1U to watch movie..such a wonderful day. quite glad as she was willing to come out to have a day with me especially during my big day. maybe u won’t read this, anyway really want to thank u for giving me a memorable day..

i thought happy things will carry on…unexpectable, yesterday because of my immaturity, i angry with her n another 2 friends. I was so angry as i felt im being boycotted..i noe that it is difficult for her to forgive me.even if she forgives me, she will view me in another way..im even worse than before in her eye after all..i hope to make amends by doing something but in fact is this work？？

always remind myself that "alr 18, be mature la…dun always angry because of small matter..u are no more a child…be a grown man pls.."

girl, sorry. i din fulfill wat i had promised u..but pls believe me, i am always improve myself n keep on reminding myself. i know u are watching at me during the process..u noe im working hard for that, right?

after all, still, i am here..are you?

因为她，你变乖了

因为她，你不说粗口了

因为她，你开始注意自己的外表了

因为她，你开始奋斗，

因为她，她的兴趣也成了你的兴趣，

因为她，每天早上你总是非常的兴奋，

因为你知道在过不久，你就能见到她那可爱的笑容

见不到她，你总是闷闷不乐，傻到站在门口，盼望着她的身影

见到了她，你并不期望她见到你，你只会自己傻傻的说

“你来啦？”

人人都说你傻，却只有你自己知道，傻的是他们

因为她在你心理，总是完美无瑕，总是无法拿来比较

因为她的一句调皮的话，一句无心的关心，一句傻傻的“猪头”

你可以开心个一整天。。

也因为她一句冷漠的回应，无心的伤害，或没复你的简讯，

你也可以忽然变的情绪低落。。

因为她，你学会了不放弃，学会了永不气馁，

因为无论她对你多么的冷淡，多么的无情，

但只因为她，是她，

一切一切，都变得值得了。。

勇敢的爱下去吧，总有一天她会看到

你正傻傻的站在门口等着她。。

almost 3 months, without writing anything..everyday enjoys reading other ppl’s blog.just duno why they have so so much to say..lolz.
3 months, just a short period, but for me, these 3 months are meaningful for me. from losing a girl until knew another girl..i learnt a lot from her. learnt to be open-minded, learnt to control my bad temper, learnt to be a man(not a child), learnt to be a leader n so so.. she changed me. ya,i admit tat i love you. you may feel bothered with my appearance in ur life n think, " oh my god, why such a guy like this wil love me..? "
but, i am sorry..i tried to control it, but failed. just falling in love.. i never force you or never think to gain anything from you, but just let me do something. at least let me love you n let me besides you when you are down, when you need a shoulder to cry on, when you need somebody to yell on. let me be.

what is promise?for me,promise is something formed in words or writing that come out from mouth or on a piece of paper,n the promise wil be done by the people that made this promise one day,or even every days..therefore,promise should n must always remembered n try their best to do.hence,promise shold be very meningful n powerful among people…

but,i duno by who,or from where,or since when,promise become "rubbish’..after the promise made for sometimes,they just throw their promise..human on the Earth become worse n worse..nowadays promise(s) can made easily n without thinking.they wont remember it n of course,they will not do it.because promise,for them,just mean a few sentences or a few words.promise mean nothing to them!!

"i love you forever..", "u wil be my wife in future..", "lets us be together until the end of the world,k?"……………………there have so many promises among boys n girls today.but,among them,who wil really do tat?who wil really love their beloved FOREVER?? thank God,i believe there stil have some of them wil do.but the number wil be very very small,until i stil cant even meet a couple do dis now…jz a very simple example,my parents.

true friends n true love are our properties in life.so,when u promise them something,even a very small matter,try ur best to do it.not to make the people love u feel disappointed.especially between couple,if u really can not love him?her FOREVER,never say this word..dun try to hurt yourself,dun try to hurt others..thank u.

friendster blog is no more new for me.i tried to type in blog many times before.. but evry time i delete it after i read it.cz i really duno wat rubbish i write.but this time, i really cant tahan anymore..i got many things to say..but,who should i talk to?? i cant find any..finally,i click in friendster-blog.

friend?i got many..but,true friend?i cant find his/her name in my name list..